Thursday, November 12, 2009 Tuesday, November 10, 2009

on the way to court

pleading guilty to paraphenalia. 

wish me luck. 

im so nooivous!

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this song always cheers me up. idk why really, its not much of an upbeat song. i hope that it helps all of you. 

what a way to end it

he told me that he never stopped loving me. then we kissed and hung out and had sex the next morning and everything was back to normal. 

then the next day he said he didn’t mean that and that he was just confused. but it wasnt about any other girl; he wouldnt make out with anyone else because he has respect for me. 

the next day he made out with some girl at a bar named christina who he had been texting a lot beforehand. christina has a boyfriend who is about 5 times brandon’s size. 

if this doesnt help me move on, nothing will. 

im giving myself this week to be sad. next week i will be fine. 

i had the weekend to get belligerent and mad, now im in the sad phase. 

i will move on. i will be fine. i will keep telling myself that until it is true. 

Thursday, November 5, 2009

i hope you call me when you are drunk.

your drunk calls are the best. 

thegrasshopperunit:

(via chelseaalltogether)

FUCK YES
Wednesday, November 4, 2009

keep treating me this way. ill force myself to stop loving you.

  • background info--brandon has no car. We made plans to hang out today. We made these plans 3 days ago. So I drove across town to pick him up.
  • Brandon: I don't want to leave. I've been running around all day.
  • Emily: No, you got off work at 11. You were in such a good mood.
  • Brandon: Well now I want to play video games instead.
  • Emily: I'm not going to sit here and watch you play video games. I was so excited to hang out with you today. You promised me.
  • Brandon: Emily, I just dont want to do anything. You can sit here with me.
  • Emily: Fuck off Brandon. Fuck you.
  • Then the door slams.
  • and end scene.

aim and ichat?

emilycatherine91

right now i can count my friends on my hands.