Thursday, October 22, 2009

This is way too personal.

  • But it will be interesting for you to know. This will give you a little insight to my relationship status for the past few months.
  • He said it.
  • Me: This relationship will never work. You know that, right?
  • Brandon: ...I think we are just too opposite.
  • Me: Do you want to be with me anymore?
  • Brandon: I guess not. I want to be happy. I can only be happy if you are happy. You are never happy with me anymore. Ever
  • Me: Alright. That's what I needed to know.
  • Brandon: We've both changed and maybe we would be better just starting over.
  • Me: We can't start over. We've been best friends for three years now.
  • Brandon: ...
  • Me: So what now?
  • Brandon: I dont know. You stopped loving me a long time ago and I kept chasing you. I've finally fallen out of love with you through all of this.
  • I lost him as my boyfriend. Phase two now begins.
  • Maybe I can keep him as my friend until I leave. I at least need that.

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